Finally , the diary started. I can no longer posting statuses on the Facebook, Wechat, Blogger telling the world how well I am.

That moment.

2 hours 20 mins.

I just cant stop myself for missing u. That hug, that kiss,your smile, your laughter, and the scent on your hair and hands.

4 hours 26 mins left.

If I can, I will choose to reverse the time and decide the decision again.

I wanna date you so badly. :(

I'm really falling in love with you badly.
Why this moment?
I really hope that we can hanging out together more.

25 hours left. Why time passed so fast?

Wat I want is simple. The best education I could reach, the best family I can build and the best career I can make.
and when the moment comes, all of my wealth will be the poor's.

Relationship?
I think im gonna left u aside.
I did crushing on someone. But not the right time.
Mb 1 year? 2 year?
Love takes time.

Downfall past, time to rise again.
This time, gonna rise to the top. at least higher than my previous success.

If u ask me, do I still love her? I will juz tell u no, but still kinda care.

Finally I understand. The saddest moment in your life, not your downfall, but someone u used to be together all the time is gonna be separated from u.

How my life will be?
I'm placing a bet with my future. That decides my whole life.

I hope I can take one more step forward, juz one more.

What is that feeling within me, I feel like crying.

There are too much things must be left unsaid better than telling the world.

I will rather be the one bearing everything.

I saw the sorrow on my mum's face while she heard that I'm gonna go to Segamat and study.

My heart immediately broken.

I really love her, but sorry Mum, I'm gonna make u pain for a little while. While I'm back, I will give you a very perfect life.

Juz another 2 years.

I'm gonna finish up my studies ASAP, and come back for u. You are really awesome. And I should the only one type of girl I ever met.:)

The feeling of falling in love is really sweet. 

Hmmm, few more weeks around KL.

Haiz, y treating me like this, Urghhh, tot wanna start a new life somewhere but why let me met her right before I'm gone.:(

Or juz I dun dare to face it all?

That sorrow. Can you please just leave me?
I wan a new life. Stop all the fking memories.

Nothing is gonna be impossible in this world, it is juz whether are we willing to or not.

Let me wait for you.

For days I wasnt posting emo thingys here. Should I say I already let go? :)

17 years old body with a 12 years old thinking, childish like fk.zz

Stupid fker. Betraying ppl like a fking noob. DIU

I can kindly guess that u kept coming up here and look at my blog. A.A
muahahaha. I was still in my hiding place during 3am. :)

The feeling of missing someone...:O

Actually, I think I already let go of wat I had held for so long. Everything back into that box. Passed. and it's time for a new start.:)

Shoot me down, but I wont fall, Im Titanium.

Just close your eyes, the sun is going down, you'll be alright, no one can hurt you now.

It's so late now. But I prefer hiding myself somewhere, facing something and daydream. Mb this is one of the perfect way for me to release my stresses. :(

I think I really crushed on her.... urghh..>.>



7/4

Wtf, wat am I doing? why i go and open the box and read all the letters you wrote for me. WTF weih, Urghhhh...



7/4

I'm gaming so much, juz to forget who I was and who you are.



6/4

So many days din come up here again. Haih. I miss her. I still love her, that feeling still there, not much, but a little still existing.



6/4

In your eyes, I'm always as useless as shits. Since i was born, u never appreaciate my hardworks.



3/4

She is kinda not bad. She has certain things attracted me a lot.



2/4

Get you punch on my face. Since you like to rage on your anger. Come on, I aint scaring anybody. I had used to my life surviving in fears.



2/4

I'm just trying to keep myself in darkness. Shut the Fuck up. I FREAKING DISLIKE YOU. IF U HATE ME, CUT OFF THAT STUPID RELATIONSHIP WITH ME, I DUN MIND TO LOSE A DAD LIKE YOU.



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